Monday, December 8th, 2003
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4:42 am - To Whom It May Concern
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I've decided to start writing daily like I did in the old days, but my entries will now only be available to a small amount of people. I'm making this a long distance/online friends journal in an attempt to keep up a little better with some of my friends whom I don't get to talk to that often. You all know who you are, except for one of you who stopped considering me an "lj friend" quite a while ago and probably won't even wind up reading this. Adios biatches
current mood:  cynical
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Saturday, July 19th, 2003
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6:03 pm - Update for the sake of not getting deleted
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Thursday, March 13th, 2003
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3:04 pm - There ya go
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I ____ Erin. --barely really know--
Erin is ____. --female--
If I were alone in a room with Erin, I would _______. --fuck her till her eyes rolled n the back of her head--
I think Erin should _____. --hammer a 2 inch glass tube up Zach's penis--
Erin needs ______. --to stop being so gey--
I want to ____________ Erin. --get a hot karl from--
Someday Erin will ________. --stop dating losers--
Erin reminds me of _______. --Zach's female counterpart--
Without Erin _______. --the earth would cease to orbit the sun, or some other cliche to that effect--
Memories of Erin are ________. --existent but scarce--
Erin can be __________. --short--
Worst thing about Erin is _________. --she doesn't spell her name with any unusual letters--
Best thing about Erin is _________. --she smells like fresh cut spring flowers over a babbling brook....with a hint of lemon--
I am ________ with Erin. -->:o...nah, not really, I just like that guy a whole lot--
current mood:  lethargic
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Sunday, February 16th, 2003
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3:43 pm - *sigh*
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I'm sorry if I've offended anyone with the entry preceding the last. I've just been kinda grumpy pending everything that's been happening recently, plus I had plans today that fell through, So I'm just kind of out of it. I'm not saying I didn't mean the stuff I said, but I probably could've said it more politely.
current mood: cranky
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3:37 pm - Hah
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I can honestly say I wasn't aware the previous entry's subject line was the same as the one before it. I guess I'm not a very creative thinker now am I?
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3:23 pm - Haven't written in this thing in a while
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So I called Jill last night, for the first time in a while, It's sad that I'm dense enough to have to wait a few weeks before realizing she's not going to make any kind of unforced attempt at contacting me. On the same token, whenever I call her up I have the strongest feeling that I'm, I dunno, not annoying her but, distracting her maybe. I don't know, whatever, I hate to make personal attacks on people I don't know, but I think the fact that her boyfriend got anal about her posing for a portrait is pretty pathetic. I don't know, it just seems like a really shallow logic, but hey, I don't know him. I've been real sick for the past I don't know how long, I think I broke my fever today but I've had this crippling cough for a few weeks now and nobody can figure out what it is, grrr. We might miss school tomorrow being as the roads kinda iced over today. That wouldn't be totally great though, being as if we were to miss any more school days they'll have to cut it out of our spring break. Out of things to say....
current mood:  sick
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3:23 pm - Haven't written in this thing in a while
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So I called Jill last night, for the first time in a while, It's sad that I'm dense enough to have to wait a few weeks before realizing she's not going to make any kind of unforced attempt at contacting me. On the same token, whenever I call her up I have the strongest feeling that I'm, I dunno, not annoying her but, distracting her maybe. I don't know, whatever, I hate to make personal attacks on people I don't know, but I think the fact that her boyfriend got anal about her posing for a portrait is pretty pathetic. I don't know, it just seems like a really shallow logic, but hey, I don't know him. I've been real sick for the past I don't know how long, I think I broke my fever today but I've had this crippling cough for a few weeks now and nobody can figure out what it is, grrr. We might miss school tommorow being as the roads kinda iced over today. That wouldn't be totally great though, being as if we were to miss any more school days they'll have to cut it out of our spring break. Out of things to say....
current mood: sick
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Sunday, December 29th, 2002
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1:05 am - P.S.
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oh, and for those of you who don't know already/for some odd reason care, I'm gonna be gone, looping around to see family for the next week. We leave tommorow and get back on friday
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Sunday, December 22nd, 2002
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2:43 am - "Jeff Greco? He's a fucking asshole" - Casey Flanegan, sometime in early October
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I need to think of some new band name posibilities, Indifferent Voices just isn't working, and that other guy's also using it. Tonight was movie night at Jessie's , it was fun for the most part. At one point we were watching an old tape of this one time I was really goading Madalyn about being upset about something that she actually did get really upset about it, and then later on a snibit of her talking about this one thing I said to her that she took really close to heart that was intended to be completely ironic in that I felt the exact opposite of what I expressed and I feel like shit. I haven't felt this low in a real long time. Those are probably the two shittiest things I've ever done to her and I was reminded of both of them rather vividly tonight, I feel like the crappiest human being to've ever grazed the earth right now, yuck. But on a lighter note, Jessie's mom gave madalyn a tarot reading tonight and told her that I'm the one true love of her life and that she'll have everything in the future. My sister flew in today, I'm gonna go to bed now.
current mood:  crappy
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Monday, December 16th, 2002
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1:28 am - I'm so fucking disgruntled
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I've felt so angstful recently, it's interesting. I guess I've actually felt a lot more like myself because of it. I've been writing so much recently, I think I'm gonna borrow Dave's 4 track this weekend and record a bunch of stuff. My sister's coming down this weekend, my thoughts are really jumpy tonight
current mood:  artistic
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Tuesday, December 10th, 2002
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9:32 pm - I don't like heavy metal
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I offended ms chancy today, she got pissed. I feel bad about it, I tend to offend her very easily. I think I mentioned tampons or something, she's set off kinda easily with some very specific things. I got a lot of writing done today, I don't know what was driving me but I've had a pen in my hand all day. Aparently the casualties/forgotten show was awesome, oh well, I've seen the casualties. But the forgotten do seem really cool, I should check them out, the led guy is lars frederikson's brother, dave says they're really good. I aparently have to check out one amazin kid too on the recomendation of alyssa, I might be taking part in a super cool slumber party at her house on friday, woot, that should be fun. I've been listening to bright eye's last album a lot lately, I really connect with it, really, it's absolutely amazing. Well, I'm done, blah
current mood:  bored
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2:27 am - hoo hah
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I think I'm gunna sart updating this thing again, really, I mean it this time
current mood:  enthralled
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Saturday, November 16th, 2002
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12:49 am - posting for the sake of not getting deleted
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Tuesday, September 10th, 2002
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4:16 pm - I need a push in the direction suited best
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ok, so let me elaborate on my last entry. This livejournal is dead as a journal, but I'm gonna copy Jill's friend and post some of my random writing in here now, so, yeah, don't take me off your friends list or anything
current mood:  blah
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Sunday, September 1st, 2002
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6:48 pm - do do do
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Tuesday, August 20th, 2002
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10:51 pm
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Sunday, August 11th, 2002
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3:45 am - Indeed!
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Words of wizdom from Nadia, on the subject of moi:
very talented and very thoughtful about everything. but he doesn't like to admit that it's not his fault certain relationships turn sour. likes to be close. intimate. he needs a certain type of attention to keep somewhat sane. almost like he lives for other people for the sake of himself. he passes this off as clingy, but in my opinion it's not. he feels a lot of things that he can't really put an exact finger on until it just clicks. when it does he acts on it eventually. he's like a fish when it's bought at a fish store and has to settle into new water before being let out of his plastic bag
current mood:  amused
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Saturday, August 3rd, 2002
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6:38 pm - *sigh*
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Friday, August 2nd, 2002
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7:12 pm - The Van and the Chucks
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and so it seems I've infiltrated Dave and Russ's little click (sp?) I've spent almost every day this week hanging out with them, which is great, Dave's really cool. I guess you could say we played our first show a few days ago. It went alright, we played after Dave's other band and there were only about 5 people there, one of them being Amber. It was nice to be able to talk to her for more than 5 minutes, but I'll get to see her at school next year, so yeah. I always feel kind of guilty when I let friends drift. I guess this post was mostly just for the sake of not getting deleted, so yeah, bye.
current mood: artistic
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Wednesday, July 17th, 2002
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11:12 pm - *sigh*
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the pillows in the guest room still smell like her, I fell asleep in there last night. The last few days have been amazing, we basiclaly got to be together all day and all night, alone. I miss her lips, I miss the way her skin feels against mine, I miss her taste and her smell and her eyes, her beautiful beautiful eyes. I miss her
current mood:  melancholy
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